maybe i'll get some sleep tonight

He looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

He talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

He walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,

The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

He looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

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reply to tags:

@Jessy: it's dumb but yeah.. i'm trying to get over this guy. \: it's not gerald, it's another guy =x haha..
@bbrendda: aww thanks! but santa's not your fairygodmother =x haha. i think he came by late last night :)
@Jeffrey: hello laopo~
@きろし: damn... this year's christmas is so fucked up luh. other than the really happy things that happened in church {:
@HANNAH: yeah sure xD hehe. must use hor xD

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forget it. \: the holidays started with nothing important and it shall end the same way too. presents excluded. -____- you guys know what i mean. for the sake of jessy & きろし & bbrendda i shall cheer up. but still. *sighhhhhhhhhhhs* what a waste of time!

yep. andrea's right. there's nothing to be merry about this festive season. we should all get a life... and shush, i didn't steal him from you. he says he still loves you. please don't crack those kind of jokes again... they really hurt a lot. and i mean it as LOADS