Sunday, June 29, 2008

pop princess hold my hand


i think lan shops are REALLY so cool alright! let me give you a brief introduction of lan shops from my point of view.

there are usually two types of groups that come to lan shops. one group is the shua-cool-dont-mess-with-me kind and the second group is the kee-siao-together.
the first group usually comes to do kind of serious business in dota, meaning they come to trash you in dota and then leaving, making you look at them in awe.
the second group comes in and tries to pwn you in dota with their oh-so-cool faces but not-so-cool moves.

today the second group came! i swear i almost laughed my whole internal body systems out alright! it was pretty quiet when they first arrived, like "if you mess with me imma gonna make you pay for it with your pride." so, okay~ let them shuang about their "serious business"... :)
they came in a group of 10 so then they split themselves equally, becoming Team One and Team Two (mitosis). so then the game commences!

the game started like how normal games go. you hear a "first blood.." and then somebody curses... and you start hearing like "killing spree.." and then "dominating!!" and then... you know, so on and so forth :) which means, let's say Team One is owning Team Two or vice versa.
somehow this group of people must have gotten possessed by the amoeba boys (from powerpuff girls) and went crazy. a member from Team One went "graawwwrrrrr i rrrruuuullleeeeee" when he got a "double kill.."

so i was like "oooo..kaayyyy..." and went back to do my stuff.. but a few seconds later, i heard a "triple kill!!" and a "PQVQI#@*%!)Q#N)VOAIWEPVIW RAWR!!" i was with my friend so we exchanged glances for a few seconds and burst out in laughter. we were imagining the same guy getting "GODLIKE.." and when we find that guy, he won't be a solid person anymore; he'd be a whole messy glob on the floor, bubbling~~

okay maybe some of you guys won't get it, but it really made me laugh so hard in that moment haha. okay nothing else much to talk about now. i'm going back to entertain myself with the idiot second group of lan shop people now ~~ :D

Friday, June 27, 2008

cuz we all finally breathe tonight


went down to the library to pass lion my soft pastels and then continued to head down to mediacorp with justin today to let them find out my secret talent and then making me famous. we walked in the wrong way so it was a jolly nice horrid 15 minute walk in there. ._." well it wouldn't really be that bad if the weather wasn't so hot because i was wearing skinnys to cover up my rash bumps. the terraces along andrew road? gosh, it BLEW me away. if you're free you could go down and take a look ._.
in the end i didn't go to school today. itching like mad! gosh. well now it's going down~~ and YEAH! it's friday! schweeeeeeeeeet.


there's this really stupid advertisement playing on tv now. i think it's the M1 advertisement ah? the one with "some companies don't listen to their customers. and you deserve better". that crap HAHA. so funny!


i want to watch hancock and wanted! roar!

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

hydrocortisone 1% cream 15g & chlorpheniramine 4mg tab

it's confirmed. i've got rashes! it's not contagious but still, it's... disgusting, x_x i didn't get an mc for tomorrow (darn!) and i still have to go for morning run on friday too (double darn!)
i've got some cream to apply on my itches sparingly and some medicine to eat if the itch gets really unbearable. the medicine is soo cute! it looks just like those runny nose pills! :D but this causes drowsiness so um, the best time to itch like mad is at night lor. but i'm afraid that after i consume it i won't wake up and then i'll probably oversleep, x_x!
the cream is so cool luh, and calamine lotion comes next :x it's super effective! (L) hope i'll get better.

anyway, here's the pictures i'd taken but found no time to decorate and upload :D

{/ the silky terrier at spca!

{/ this is the real brenda! (click!)

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

even if it takes the rest of my life,

hey guys! :) school has started! i got nothing to say! haha. hmm, i guess i will be updating the class blog with the detailed chalet pictures this weekend or the next :) sad siolz, i will take at least around 2 hours to do it D: and nobody appreciates it!


anyway. here's a cool blogskins! adopt a tree!


too cute. :x i couldn't help it.


anyway. today in class, my form teacher rearranged a number of students and... she really shouldn't have done that. she just made the class noisier and crazier. :) the first signs? pulling me and brenda apart, AND THEN putting qutub IN BETWEEN us. oh gosh.

and then putting joei with cheryl TWO SEATS behind brenda. oh gosh.

so to prove it to you, today during social studies lesson, qutub brenda adele and i played tai ti in class :) because adele had this super mini poker cards from universal studios florida (WE LOVE FLORIDA NOW) :D haha! and stupid brenda roared and she won. oh gosh. *_* we will played tai ti tomorrow again!


fuck the itch on my body! i think it's insect bite but it's too many to possibly be insect bites and there weren't this many when i first saw it on saturday night. justin thinks that it might be allergy or rash.
oh whatever! crazy itch! i'm going to the doc's after school tomorrow. i don't care! i am dying alr.

psst. i love calamine lotion.

Friday, June 20, 2008

no i don't cry on the outside anymore

23rd june, 1.59am
noooo! noooo! i shot random crap at stage 24 and wasted 3 shots! damnit!

LOL@THIS PEOPLE. play this game, Ragdoll Cannon xD it's so damn fun okay. the main objective of this game is to click and shoot the ragdoll man from the cannon and hit the HERE button to go to the next level. oh you can choose to reset level at the top right hand corner there. when you manage to shoot the ragdoll to the HERE button, the next level sign is where the 'reset' level is. :D hahaha! enjoy!

here are some of the weird scenes which i got it into, haha! i completed the whole thing in (supposedly 35 shots but then i shot again while trying to aim for the 'next level' button because i was laughing but who cares) 40 shots. so beat that hahaha. i shan't waste anymore time alr. hehe.


(click on the unoriginal scenes to see what i shot the ragdoll into :x )

original scene:


original scene:


& then i got more bored, i went to play this machine dress up game here and this is what i got,

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Monday, June 16, 2008

sometimes i think i hear you call, right from my bedroom wall.

i'm not getting the pictures! :o so i'll just do a quick update. :}


who's up for some fun with me at the upcoming nuffnang community event?

Date: 28 June 2008
Venue: Playground @ Big Splash – East Coast Park
Time: 3pm – 10pm
Attire: Anything comfortable!


i definitely won't be asking my family to come along. ._." i'll be calling my closer friends who feel more like family :} i heard there'll be fireworks to end off the whole event! i want :x

anybody who's interested to go with me, please do let me know by 24th june. :D i don't want to go alone eh. :{

Friday, June 13, 2008

maybe i'm wrong, maybe i miss you.


hello all. i'm back from my class chalet! i don't have the pictures with me now D: so i'll just reply the tags and when i get the pictures, i'll update! :D now back to my D.Gray-Man episode 87! <3

replys to tags:
@bozong: lawl@you. nothing to say to you. crazy one neh.
@ed: you buy me a proper camera then the picture will be clearer alr lor. =_= some photos also not i take de =_=
@lydia: i also bored pls.
@jasmine: of course you don't see that you're trans la. ._." it's yourself what.


it was REALLY good. the response kind of overwhelmed me :') i didn't expect so many people to turn up! (well, at least for the barbecue part) more than 20 people came for it, so i guess we should have gotten more than half of the chalet fee. :)
those who stayed over, (qihuang, vivian, enxin, meiting, jiamin, juma'ah, iffah, brenda, me and lingling!) planned to watch the sunrise but we all decided to GO TO SLEEP! and we missed the sunrise. :D *grins*
[pictures to be added]

tutik, tutik's sister, khairul, syafiqah and syafiq M came over again :} but we all headed out to Escape! charles joined us at escape too. (weihao went home to get clothes ._.) i didn't sit most of the rides there, except for the last two and the viking erm, rocked. :x and i took many random shots with lingling's camera. :}
then it rained. ._. (why does it starts raining when we want to play and it stops when we're all done?) so we headed to burger king and then went back to the chalet to rot. :(
lingling, meiting and enxin left at around 5 plus. then juma'ah, jiamin and i decided to hibernate in the room! :x while the others were cooking our dinner... we just slept :D heh.
as per usual, the charcoal has to be thrown away.. but weihao and vivian decided to bring it up and do something with it. which we actually did! we came out at 2am (wtf someone kicked our charcoal) and started roasting marshmellows :x and made a lot of mess.
then we went to sleep. :)
{pictures to be added]

nothing much really happened. except that we checked out and then... later i joined vivian, qihuang, weihao and ezekiel at their church youth camp. oh gosh, ._. i wish i could say it out here... but i wont. :D must say in person then got more impact.


Sunday, June 8, 2008

everyday i patiently wait, feeling like a fool but i do anyway.

our 'stem cells and engineering' aem course ended last friday! and the handsome guy in that blue top was our lecturer from republic poly :D he's got a pretty cool name. mr scottz lip. :O
although it was kind of irritating to be going back to school for nine hours, it was quite enjoyable... and i can't say i didn't learn anything. i shall admit that for the first time ever, i paid almost total attention in class!

after the whole course ended... SO SAD PLEASE i headed home to wash up and stuff like that before heading down to hsh/bsh's bbq. :) made edward wait because he messed up my nails :x tried to make him angry but to no avail, but still apologised because i blew up at him on the bus. (there was this stupid woman sitting in front of me in the bus who partially turned around to see who i was talking to. i pointed my middle finger at her. i saw bryant on the bus too!)
didnt really socialise much with the people at the bbq because i knew no one except xinyi, jason, ming and edward. ._." so never mind. edward and i just talked to each other =_=" talk until got nothing to say alr, haha.

nice sand.

we rotted until about 3 plus, where the whole barbecue ended D: then most of them went home, which left us with xinyi, jason and edward. xinyi and jason decided to head off to shower because they played with ice, then edward and i rotted at mac's, waiting for them.
turned out they walked all the way to dont-know-where because all the toilets were like full or something? then they left for their friend's house to rot somemore. =_= so edward and i stayed to see the sunrise BUT THERE WAS NO SUNRISE because there were clouds BLOCKING THE SUNRISE so there was no sunrise AT ALL.

there were clouds to look at anyway. made a lot of noise on the breakwater because i hate happy couples and i wanted to break their bubble of romance. heh.

Saturday, June 7, 2008

and then we kissed,

i went to do this personality quiz. quite true in some parts...

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


& i went to do this, :D

What others see from your style
You're imaginative and sometimes unpredictable. You like entertainment, having fun, and independence. You are outspoken, but you probably speak strongly about issues close to your heart.

What your nightclothes reveal
You're in need of love. You want to be taken care of and panic easily. You have a strong wish for security in your life.

What others see from your ties
You enjoy being alone. You like to life the simple but good life, and you cherish your freedom. You are thoughtful, confident and uninterested in glamour.

What others see from your belts
You are a frank, assertive and sometimes flamboyant person. You are friendly and want to be accepted by everybody. You like to have fun, to be free, and to live a comfortable lifestyle.

What others see from your shoes
You are a person who loves simplicity and is sincere and open. You are pleasant to be with, easygoing and always in a good mood. You neither want to control nor be under someone else's control. You don't care much about how you look, and know that it's what's inside someone's heart that's important.

What others see from your earrings
You are probably an independent and strong-willed person. Fairness is important to you, and you always stand up for what you believe in. You are friendly and get along well with people.

The last analysis
You are probably a clever and adventurous person. You love to learn new things, and enjoy socializing with friends. Although you enjoy your freedom, you cherish peacefulness and like to spend time alone with your thoughts.

Thursday, June 5, 2008

reach for the stars

for the first time, i don't feel a sense of grief when i found out that my phone died on me in public. i used to panic and scream, because without any type of contact to me, i'd have nothing to do, no one to hang out with.
but now... i'm still so calm. like it's nothing to me. i guess it's all back then; coming back to realise that i'm just one speck of dust on the face of this earth. ._.
so bye world, don't try to contact me. not at least until i get my phone back. i'm gonna bring it for servicing tomorrow.

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

where do you go when you have gone too far?

i re-did my main picture. isn't this just totally awesome? there's no meaning to the sentence up at the corner. ._. the picture was just too plain so i had to do something about it. don't you agree?

i so totally love you, rossalina. :D must put full name so that they know my personal hair braider. :D



was browsing through some blogs and passed through this,
my blog in vulgarities.
lawl. check it out. don't know why so fascinating to me too.


was talking to qihuang just now. read on.

❥нuаиgღ says (10:09 PM):
what to buy for bbq
❥нuаиgღ says says (10:09 PM):
☠;seren/eth♥ says (10:10 PM):
you dont so scary eh.
☠;seren/eth♥ says (10:10 PM):
how i know. ._. i only went to 2 bbqs.
❥нuаиgღ says says (10:10 PM):
☠;seren/eth♥ says (10:10 PM):
i know need chicken wing, MARSHMELLOW and charcoal
☠;seren/eth♥ says (10:10 PM):
and the sticks
☠;seren/eth♥ says (10:10 PM):
and the metal thing
☠;seren/eth♥ says (10:10 PM):
thats all
☠;seren/eth♥ says (10:10 PM):
and the thing to kiap the food
☠;seren/eth♥ says (10:10 PM):
☠;seren/eth♥ says (10:10 PM):
☠;seren/eth♥ says (10:10 PM):
☠;seren/eth♥ says (10:10 PM):
❥нuаиgღ says says (10:10 PM):
the 'kiap' is called thongs
❥нuаиgღ says says (10:10 PM):
❥нuаиgღ says says (10:10 PM):
❥нuаиgღ says says (10:10 PM):
☠;seren/eth♥ says (10:10 PM):
❥нuаиgღ says says (10:10 PM):
thongs omfg
❥нuаиgღ says says (10:11 PM):
☠;seren/eth♥ says (10:11 PM):

no sir, no i don't wanna be the blame, not anymore.

played on the lines of danger,

& played past it many times.

but what happens, and where do you go, when you have gone too far?


i know i shouldn't have went back to the esplanade, to sit there and reminisce about the events of last year. but i guess, that's the only place where i can find comfort in, even if it meant i was played.
i have said this before, and i will say it again.

i need no pity - don't bother to try to help me by solving things your way, because i will hate you for trying to do so. let me do things MY way, let me settle it in the way i am most comfortable in. don't assume that by making me happy i WILL be happy, because i will not. even if i have to fail badly in whatever i'm trying to accomplish, then let it be! only then will i be able to learn from whatever bull that i have met along the way. because i hate it when other people start gossiping on the wrong facts, making me sound like the idiot.

i don't need anybody's help. and if i do, i will ask. otherwise, let me solve my own problems. i don't need anybody's sympathy.


Sunday, June 1, 2008

i burnt out every bridge that i built when you were still here.

[EDIT] @ 5.37pm


The decision was random ._. Jason, Xinyi and I decided this while quarrelling with some people :x Haha! Then this Ming guy also came. So funny jor.




They like to eat hot tofu. ._. It was too hot so I didn't try.

:D I couldn't help it.


Then Xinyi decided to call the people down to watch movie, since I was at PlazaSing alr. Xinyi arrived first, so then we decided to stuff ourselves with food ._. Then Zicheng came. Then Jason. Edward = slowpoke.
We watched The Chronicles of Narnia : Prince Caspian. :D Lucy so cute pls. :}


I dread camps.
But after going, I think it's kinda fun luh. Because Brenda, Qihuang, Qutub and I kept playing taiti. Don't know why we didn't get bored of it. HAHA!

It was Amazing Race first. But er, like always, it doesn't work out. D: Okay never mind. Then we headed back to school. The dinner was buffet :D Haha, okay I shan't say anything bad about this round...

Then came the nightwalk. The thought alone of the nightwalk was like freaking everyone out, even some of the organisers... So yeah, persuasion, and it was like, brought down to a less scarier level. :) It went on pretty well...

It was pretty scary. See, even Weihao put on makeup ._.

Because this was a 2 day 1 night camp for special reasons, I decided not to sleep :D Then Brenda, Qihuang and Qutub decided to play taiti >:D Haha! We played for like damn long lor... It was pretty fun, considering the fact that I had alr played 2 and a half hours of taiti with Yingxuan at the pitstop during the not-so-Amazing Race ._. Heh, then came the super funny part la.

It was like 5.30 am alr, and Qutub started drinking this green coloured gassy drink again... And he said, "Wah, whole night drink gassy drink ah..." And continued drinking. Then I said, "Wah, then whole morning fart ah..." And ... He spitted out the water!! OMG! :x IT WAS HILARIOUS.




(Taken from Xinyi)

Sorry if I haven't been replying to people's messages, it's because.

1) My sms exceeded the limit I wanna keep my smses too.
2) I don't wanna reply you and I don't see a need to!
3) I read your message and forgot to reply.
4) My message got stucked in the outbox and as usual there is no notification like outbox (1).
5) I didn't check my phone because I don't bother to.


GET THIS RIGHT, PEOPLE. I don't care if my mother is reading this, I don't care if my teacher is reading this, I don't care if anybody who has higher authority than me in my life, READ THIS BLOODY THING BEFORE ACCUSING ME OF IGNORING YOU AND TRYING TO GET INTO ANY TROUBLE I WISH TO.
If I ever decide to stay out in the night with anyone at any place, this decision will ALWAYS and FOREVER be impromptu. Because I do not have a death wish yet. The only reason why I'd stay out at night is because I had a freaking quarrel with my family members. I will not choose to stay out at night just because my best friend quarrelled with me. If anything smaller than a fight with my family members, I won't stay out, because there is totally no point at all. And if you think that I stayed out with someone else because I want to ignore you, go ahead and think that way. I can't do anything if you want to be that way. Fuck it. Go call the police and send me home then. I don't care.

1. This thing called 'Father' does not exist in my dictionary anymore. I consider myself fatherless. (physically)
2. Next thing out of my life totally, is 'Mother'.
3. My brother might still have hope, if he does not piss me off any further than I am with my whole freaking family NOW.
4. I dare not go back to church because I have this feeling that everybody is against me.
5. If my school friends decide to turn their back on me, I will not hesitate to just die.


Yeah, remember this well. This is my life, I do things MY way. Don't try to make me do things YOUR way because everybody has their own way of doing things in life. Don't think that you can understand my life by making me do things in your way. If you don't understand what I'm doing, then STOP assuming things. When you assume, you make an ASS out of U and ME. ARGH. If you don't understand, then leave me alone!

Okay yah. I appreciate all that you're trying to do now, but it's all a little too late now. Go find someone else because I'm done with this. You know what I am already, you should have seen this coming.