Tuesday, November 27, 2007

i'll be wearing these scars for everyone to see.

=)
caught a movie with drea,lydia,adam&marcus. watched stardust. no offense.. but the ending is kinda unsatisfactory. and the storyline is kinda lame. but the star is pretty {: so chio lol.
oh yeah, i almost AA-ed exotic ethnic heavy! 946, xxx! omg. :( but while i was exotic-ethnic-ing, i hit the nail and it pulled my blister x'( when my feet heals i will go back to AA exotic ethnic =) and i will try to ddr with shoes, though it's gonna be hard x.o
somehow i think i'm getting the hang of ddr; getting the right beats and not missing so many notes :) my feet hurts, so i think i'll go sleep soon. ;o so tiring.

p/s: imy fwb :(
p/p/s: i think i am going to die soon.
p/p/p/s: i miss that cute guy from justinian's church. lol. wtf!
p/p/p/p/s: i want to walk in the rain like NOW.
p/p/p/p/p/s: i want to ddr :(


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to all the people who asked me to help jeffrey change back,
who asked me to get together with him.
let me tell you all one thing.

it is impossible.

i have nothing else more to say. for i know it will end up in misery. yes, i still like him but the inevitable is happening & i don't want to be a part of it. & it's true that i'm probably the only female that can help him, -.- but i'm tired. he won't want anything else more, and i'm washing my hands off his problems now. i don't want to like him anymore.. i think my heart is broken or something like that because it feels the same as it felt on 9th may 2007. same same, so pain, so heavy, so antagonising..

yes, it's impossible so shut the hell up already.