where do you go when you have gone too far?

i re-did my main picture. isn't this just totally awesome? there's no meaning to the sentence up at the corner. ._. the picture was just too plain so i had to do something about it. don't you agree?




AND I AM A HAPPY GIRL! I FINALLY GOT MY HAIR SCORPION-IFIED :D
i so totally love you, rossalina. :D must put full name so that they know my personal hair braider. :D



-

{/EDIT}

was browsing through some blogs and passed through this,
my blog in vulgarities.
lawl. check it out. don't know why so fascinating to me too.

-

was talking to qihuang just now. read on.

❥нuаиgღ says (10:09 PM):
what to buy for bbq
❥нuаиgღ says says (10:09 PM):
!
☠;seren/eth♥ says (10:10 PM):
you dont so scary eh.
☠;seren/eth♥ says (10:10 PM):
how i know. ._. i only went to 2 bbqs.
❥нuаиgღ says says (10:10 PM):
.
☠;seren/eth♥ says (10:10 PM):
i know need chicken wing, MARSHMELLOW and charcoal
☠;seren/eth♥ says (10:10 PM):
and the sticks
☠;seren/eth♥ says (10:10 PM):
and the metal thing
☠;seren/eth♥ says (10:10 PM):
thats all
☠;seren/eth♥ says (10:10 PM):
and the thing to kiap the food
☠;seren/eth♥ says (10:10 PM):
plates
☠;seren/eth♥ says (10:10 PM):
forks
☠;seren/eth♥ says (10:10 PM):
serviettes
☠;seren/eth♥ says (10:10 PM):
=_=
❥нuаиgღ says says (10:10 PM):
the 'kiap' is called thongs
❥нuаиgღ says says (10:10 PM):
-_-
❥нuаиgღ says says (10:10 PM):
tongs
❥нuаиgღ says says (10:10 PM):
***
☠;seren/eth♥ says (10:10 PM):
THONGS
❥нuаиgღ says says (10:10 PM):
thongs omfg
❥нuаиgღ says says (10:11 PM):
LOL
☠;seren/eth♥ says (10:11 PM):
OH GOD

no sir, no i don't wanna be the blame, not anymore.

played on the lines of danger,

& played past it many times.

but what happens, and where do you go, when you have gone too far?

-

i know i shouldn't have went back to the esplanade, to sit there and reminisce about the events of last year. but i guess, that's the only place where i can find comfort in, even if it meant i was played.
i have said this before, and i will say it again.

i need no pity - don't bother to try to help me by solving things your way, because i will hate you for trying to do so. let me do things MY way, let me settle it in the way i am most comfortable in. don't assume that by making me happy i WILL be happy, because i will not. even if i have to fail badly in whatever i'm trying to accomplish, then let it be! only then will i be able to learn from whatever bull that i have met along the way. because i hate it when other people start gossiping on the wrong facts, making me sound like the idiot.

i don't need anybody's help. and if i do, i will ask. otherwise, let me solve my own problems. i don't need anybody's sympathy.

[tobecontinued]