tonight will be the night that i will fall for you;.

The mid-year examinations have officially started! And the party has just began! Well, that is, for the 3e1s :D Especially a girl named...


Brenda!

She can most probably win the best out-of-tune singer of the year award. Here are a few showcases...

Warning:
Not for the weak-hearted, those who can't stand crap, those who don't want to spoil their glass panes and mirrors...

^___________^;;

Anyway.
Yesterday, Enxin and I went to cwp with Vivian. Headed to KFC to have lunch and somehow I just don't know why Vivian can't seem to handle finger-food.... ~_~ Lol. It just drops all over the place! Hai~



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Oh,
late happy birthday to Ms Zuraidah and Izzuan :D:D







p/s:
^_^

LET'S ROCK ON!!

LET'S ROCK ON :D



YAY :D TODAY ROCKED SO MUCH! BLAME BRENDA!


ROCK ON MANSXZXZXZXZXZXXZXZXZ!

i've got miles and miles to go before anyone will ever see me smile again*

fuck.




credit: the-panic for the picture.

can i ask what will happen to you if you let your headache stay in your head? like let it stay and fade away itself... because i think you will become stupid if it stays... like will it rot your brain or something... i'm hoping it will happen.

someone. please confirm with me that i am losing it. that i am going crazy. that this is not just a dream.


p/s: please don't ask me why i have never accomplished anything in my life. i always have to give it up to make room for "more important things at the current situation". doesn't this prove that i'm a total failure yet? sheesh.

Too close for comfort;.

Do not stand at my grave and weep.

Do not stand at my grave and weep;
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry;
I am not there. I did not die.

"It is largely considered to be written by Mary Elizabeth Frye (1904-2004), but of disputed origin." Wikipedia.

A little something for everyone to chew on.

but there's so many things that i want you to know;.

One word. Argh.

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I think I am starting to get fed up with the way things work in my life. Yes, I know even though I seem disorganised and I look like I'm probably gonna flunk in everything, somehow things aren't what they seem. Sounds like I'm the black horse but... \: I am tired. I am very tired. Tired til the point of exhaustion. I know I can pull through this, it just depends on whether I want to perservere or not. I really want to, but I'm putting the much more useless tasks to a higher priority. Everybody tells you to prioritise and stuff, but I don't work around a fixed schedule. I cannot stand perfection, I can't even put a finger to this subject, I am afraid of perfection.
Sorry for all the wordy posts these few days, but this is the only way I can express my feelings. I am not an artist, though I may be, in concept art. Art, such a deep subject, I cannot fathom. My mind cannot stretch as far as I will it to, but... I know I do not need to take up such art requests but because they ask me to do it up for them because they trust that I can do it. How can I let them down with such requests..?
I feel like I am slowly losing pace in E.Maths, Chemistry, Biology and Social Studies. There is some hope in E.Maths and Social Studies, and a little in Chemistry but I see none in Biology. I am slowly losing appetite these few days. Insomnia may come along soon. Might be coming down with something before I know it. I really need to no-life like a mad mthrfxcker!

Damnit.

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I think I might as well throw my closet away. Maybe after the MYE I might really have a problem with talking to myself. Hopefully I'll still be okay after the MYE. Academic excellence has always been the hot topic among the teachers - it never dies down. I wonder why.

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[EDIT] @ 8:51pm.

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let me vent my anger a little bit.

shalalalala, in the morning;. \"(;,,;)"/

I was reading Pingping's blog and I chanced upon this web. It tells us not to be fooled by the food packagings! They may look realy nice but end up like .____." wtf. Pundo 3000 shows you how true the packagings of the food really is! Really entertaining. ^___^v

Today I called the cck peeps, and Andrea and Lydia to celebrate Jeffrey's birthday. Though it really is so far off from what I expected... I guess it's our presence that makes it all up :) I shan't tell you what we bought for Jeff but when Lydia and I bought Jeff's present, I got some USB aroma thingy for Darling. :) It's to help him stay awake *__* I know I shouldn't be keeping him up awake while he games. Aren't I such a wonderful person? ^_________________^v~~*

I also bought him some candy. Chocolates and lemon sweets. Sweets for my sweet. Heh xD I wonder why am I buying so much candy for Darling. o_o! Lol. But it's nice okay! I only buy Meiji candy for him... Isn't Meiji just the dreamiest candy&chocolate brand~? Heh :x

Yesterday I went to the Planetshaker's concert with Janelle and Kathlyn and two other idiotic guys called Kevin and Brendan. Lol that Brendan guy got lost at Changi I think ~_~ (omg I forgot how to spell CHANGI for a moment ftw!) The concert was awesome.. Though I fell asleep halfway through.. I think I was too tired out, I could even fall asleep at such a noisy place! zomg pls. :o

I am thinking of buying a dress but it sounds ridiculous... But I think I will be getting it. HAHAHA. :D Let it rot in my closet >:D yeh~~

in the diary of jane;.

How to play:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press foward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question if it doesn't make sense. No cheating.
4. With the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.
5. Tag 5 people.


How are you feeling today?
Good Charlotte - Victims Of Love
I don't know how this relates to how I'm feeling today.
Furthermore, I don't see how this relates to me in any way!

Will you get far in life?
Vanessa Carlton - A Thousand Miles
^_^v along with Darling, I will go even the ends of time with him. :)

How do your friends see you?
Jason Mraz - I'm Yours
Wowza~ Cool :]

Will you get married?
Avril Lavigne - Together
I guess it's a yes :x

What is your best friend's theme song?
Wyclef Jean ft. Akon, Lil Wayne & Nia - Sweetest Girl
O-oh, loves please! ^_^v

What is the story of your life?
Younha - Houki Boshi
Filled with shooting stars!
Many many for me to make wishes :D

What was high school like?
Mika - Lollipop
Ooh, sezy, lollipop ^_^v!

How's your life going?
Avril Lavigne - Too Much To Ask
A-ah, my life is filled with enough things :x
I treasure everything.

What's the best thing about your friends?
The All-American Rejects - Move Along
They move along easily? That's sad :(

What song will they play during your funeral?
Papa Roach - Scars
"I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut.
My weakness is, that I care too much."
O-oh~

How does the world see you?
Michelle Branch - Everywhere
I am able to teleport and bend time :x

Do people secretly lust after you?
Simple Plan - The End
No link T_T

How can you make yourself happy?
Britney Spears - Walk On By
I don't walk on by everyone :(

What should you do with your life?
Rooster - Staring At The Sun
Keep staring, keep keep staring (at the sun).

Will you ever have children?
Stacie Orrico - (There's Gotta Be) More To Life
If he wants, I'm fine with it. :D

What song would you strip to?
Goldfinger - Stalker
"Oh oh oh, she's following me.
Oh oh oh, she's outta the tree.
... I wanna marry my stalker." Haha, xD

What does your mum thinks of you?
Puffy Ami Yumi - Teen Titans Theme
Maybe because she thinks that I'm still childish but..
I've got a kid in me! xD

What is your deep, dark secret?
Panic! At The Disco - I Write Sins Not Tragedies
Shh... Don't tell anyone!

What is your mortal enemy's theme song?
Mediacorp Radio, Dan & Young - My Butt
"I'm gonna invite my mother, my father and everyone to -- *my butt*"
Lols yeah :D

What's your personality like?
The Click Five - Friday Night
Funky <3<3

What song will be played at your wedding?
BeForU - Ki.Se.Ki
-Miracle; <3
Loved ;x

I shall not be tagging anyone ^_^v

three cheers for sweet revenge;.

Reasons why people of different age groups do not, and are not able to take the bus together.

Students have no choice but to head to school early, but it's a good thing, because otherwise, they'd be stuck with the people of the working population, who will most definitely take up all the space in the bus. But then again, students usually do not take seats, unless they are carrying some disgustingly huge and heavy item. Other than that, either they sit because they're in a big group, or they don't really go for it. Unless they are lazy.
After the wave of students, the people of the working population fill up the bus. Indeed, there is an obvious pattern to them. They won't really bother to sit unless they are more or less, made to sit, because they are busy people. And I must emphasize on B-U-S-Y. As they are busy, making them sit down on the bus, and then to alight will waste that little bit of precious time standing up and walking to the exit when they could just walk straight to the exit. Notice that they don't bother to get into the inside seat if you're blocking it from the outside seat.
Then comes the people of the older generation. They literally run for the seats, as if they will NEVER ever get to sit anymore if they don't sit now. They will budge and make you irritated, all because they want to sit on the inside seat that you are blocking. And when you sit on the inside they don't go for the outside seats. Even if they do, they won't really move when you have to alight. Sometimes they come along with small kids, like their grandchildren or nephew and niece or whatever, and this gets really irritating because they don't know how to control them. They let them play on the bus, as if it's a playground. Excuse me, but playgrounds don't move; they are stable.
I really have to respect the most of the elderly, along with pregnant women and people with bulky items. They make no move to get a seat. They don't irritate you even if they see seats. (That is, for at least MOST of them.) They are gracious in a sense that they don't struggle to get seats, not because they can't, but because they give it up to people who seem to need the seat more than them.
In conclusion, people of different age groups CANNOT take the bus together. That is why our buses are always in havoc. *shrugs*

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10 things you can do while waiting for your turn at a polyclinic.

10. Take a stroll around the polyclinic. In other words, EXPLORE.
9. Try the food they offer.
8. Listen to music.
7. Play your PSP.
6. Make words out of the words on your slip of paper with your queue number.
5. Imagine people in swimsuits.
4. Visit the washrooms.
3. Look at the expressions of people when they come out of the doctor's room.
2. Notice the people who come out after an X-ray, a blood test etc.
1. Peep at people's queue number and feel happy that your queue number is smaller than them. HA! =x

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Replies to tags:

@anonymous: lol. catch no ball. =x
@jeffy: [flok-suh-naw-suh-nahy-hil-uh-pil-uh-fi-key-shuhn]
@JASMINE: stop hello-ing me -___- don't you have anythine else to say to me? =x
@andrea: i prefer tieddown though. andshedied sounds so emo \: justin doesn't want me to be emo. besides, it's only my masculine side that seems emo. >:i
@vin-.-: it's an english word pls. >:@ it is a noun. a Rare word. it is the estimation of something as valueless (encountered mainly as an example of one of the longest words in the English language). u like indians.
@lydia: stop trying to impress me with your IQ of 58 pls. =x

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I don't really have much to say these few days because nothing of particular interest caught my eye. Though I must say it is partially because of the upcoming MYE. Don't ask me what's wrong with my English now, or my way of typing. I don't seem to know why either. :o

p/s: I will be doing up the ZOO:D trip post by this week. Sorry for being so slow =x Heh heh ^__^v

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Here's a random inspiration :o


It is amazing how knee injuries can come in the form of morse code on the skin above it. Not by light, but by little short and long strikes of lightning. Everytime Emlyn's meets with a little injury, it would, at the very least, end him in the hospital.

That afternoon, Emlyn was hospitalised and his family went to visit him. The doctor had said this time, the injury was pretty serious and that he cannot be left alone, for fear that he would try to stand up. Ellie, his sister, groaned. There was a family carnival a few days away and this had to crop up.

"Mom, will we still be going to the carnival?" Ellie asked, trying not to get her hopes up high. Her mother shook her head, not daring to speak, lest she crumbles. Emlyn's sister had just about it; all the attention on Emlyn only. She threw a fit.

However, before Ellie got out of hand, her mother left a red, burning scar on her face. It was something that had never happened before. She slapped her.

"Enough is enough! Aren't you the least bit concerned about your brother here? Don't you want him to get well?" Her mother snapped. Her father pulled her mother out of the ward, to help her calm down. Just so you know, shame is five-fingered.

why should i care;.

lol. check this out :D

parabola.GRAPH. } !ferris.WHEEL².♥

hmm. i'm doing my bio notes now. :) i will do a better update later ^__^v

Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me;.

I never told you that I liked the way your hair smelled,
Or that your eyes always sparked.

I never told you that you always cheered me up,
Or that you made me feel pretty and smart.

I never told you I wanted to kiss you,
That I wanted to hold you close.

I never told you that all those times I said mean things I didn't mean them,
Even when they said you liked me, secretly I wished it were true.

I never told you that I always waited for you,
That I continued waiting even when we behave like each didn't existed.

I never told you that you meant so muct to me,
That I hate you for going away, only to come back when I'm done.

All this time, there was one thing that I nearly missed out,
That I never told you that I truly appreciate everything that you've done,
And I love you for that; Forever, and For eternity.