maybe we're trying, trying too hard..

OH MY LORDD.
i was being so sad until was staring at my phone... & fwb called. i was like O_O! EEEE i very miss fwb cans :( anw, fwb, your mosquitoes are so irritating.. the bite doesn't seem to be going away? what happens to your mosquito bites - do they disappear into your skin again??
haha, randomness. :) anyway, i wrote a song for fwb, (: enjoy!

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p/s: imy so much, tell me you'll stay
image by: cold turkey
lyrics by: dinah



verse1:
corners have never felt this cold before;
i wonder why.
the room has never felt this empty before;
i don't know why.
these pictures look so alive,
but it's all too stale..

prechorus:
didn't think things would go this way,
day & night it's always on my mind..

chorus:
nothing can possibly compare to the times
we shared together on the face of this earth.
tears that fall so freely from my eyes
collect into the never ending ocean of my heart.
my life has never been this quiet since
you stepped in & it's just a wonder
how much you've done for me.

verse2:
memories of us have always been so warm, like a flame;
i wonder why.
that mirror we love has always been there, it won't disappear;
i don't know why.
these gifts we shared will always have our warmth. as if we're together now;
but now i really miss you..

prechorus:
didn't think i'd fall so hard from such a trip,
no amount of words can describe this feeling now..

[chorus]

bridge:
i keep looking out, to make sure you're safe,
but now i don't have to.
i keep shielding you, to make sure you're happy,
but now it's someone else's job.
i really miss the times we had together, so much.
my heart is shattering because
no-one understands & there won't
really be a need for me anymore..

[chorus x2]

closing:
tell me you'll stay, that we'll last forever.
i really miss you, & even if
anything happens, promise me
we'll always be there for each other..
{whisper}p/s: imy so much, tell me you'll stay..

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"it starts in my toes
makes me crinkle my nose
wherever it goes i always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
wherever you go."

bubbly
colbie caillat

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i really miss jeffrey :(