lol. was reading alvin's blog. alvin from cck ddr.

{ddr mangoes! :D


his blog has really interesting contents... :D

ehheh, ehheh.
took this off my fwb's blog. lol.
...
lol. this usually happens after something dramatic happens.
ehheh, ehheh.
my level of sanity will drop.... (:
...! (er lol.)

&& i'm still around.
it's 5.22am. -.-
made more random crap.

...
my heart suddenly feels so heavy. i don't know why. it's like a sinking feeling, like everything's vanishing in that black hole... it's so heavy...
...
i feel morbid. and it hasn't been long since i had this feeling. maybe it's cuz of Aslyn's song that got me emo-ish... \:
sigh.

it's really pulling me down...

when i crack a joke, i start to feel down.
when i emo, i start to fall apart.
when i cry, i start to crumble.
when i lose control of all i have, i start to lose myself.
& i already have lost myself.

i'm really sorry, i couldn't keep your promises.
i tried to change myself but nobody appreciated it.
i tried to be someone else, but nothing seemed to change.
i'm at a loss.
i've tried.

zomg. i'm back people. (: i know you all must've missed me (: thanks! ^o^~
i'll be compiling the pictures so it wont take long to load. so that means... you'll have to wait for the picture to load then you can see the "adventure" i had during the "NJRC preparation camp". (lol, it sounds like "concentration camp" *shivers* [it kinda actually was.])








{heh, and julia is really evil.

mr chong's lesson was fun (: we're now on the mean, mode & median topic. then there was this example question in our textbook that made him sidetrack. -.-" and he talked about this superduperfatass guy who went for lipo to zap his fats out... lol.

eeps, jum's hand blocked our maths cher~ aww (:

we went for guitar lessons & home ec as per thursday. {: hey guys, coursework starting soon! ^^ ganbatte~!

{go devilz! : D


{& paintzzxx