all i ever wanted was for you to know ____

went to school to check out the streaming results. it was out before 2 luh. enxin was at my place typing out antelope's compo, so i just followed down to get the booklist with enxin & to check if what vivian and brenda said were true.
i didn't want to believe it luh. i am so not e1 material? thank God the sciences have been reduced to double. i'm taking pure bio & chem.. many people tell me to appeal to change toe phys because it's easier... but i think i should just stick to bio because i can answer & score more for bio. \: i think it's time for me to stand up on my own anyways.

nothing much happened today, only that i ate so much junk food because my parents are away on honeymoon. \: so no proper healthy food has been sighted since yesterday dinner. (: hai.
i miss jeffrey so much.. seeing his literature stuff is like so saddening please.. i still remember the crap we had when we were doing his essay. lolx. btw, the crucible sucks!! (:

sorry i don't know how to appreciate this kind of literature. i study poems not prose (: but i write prose though. haha. such controversy.