sometimes i think i hear you call, right from my bedroom wall.

i'm not getting the pictures! :o so i'll just do a quick update. :}

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who's up for some fun with me at the upcoming nuffnang community event?

Date: 28 June 2008
Venue: Playground @ Big Splash – East Coast Park
Time: 3pm – 10pm
Attire: Anything comfortable!
READ MORE ABOUT IT HERE

i definitely won't be asking my family to come along. ._." i'll be calling my closer friends who feel more like family :} i heard there'll be fireworks to end off the whole event! i want :x

anybody who's interested to go with me, please do let me know by 24th june. :D i don't want to go alone eh. :{

maybe i'm wrong, maybe i miss you.

FRIDAY THE THIRTEENTH PEOPLE! SHWEEET!

hello all. i'm back from my class chalet! i don't have the pictures with me now D: so i'll just reply the tags and when i get the pictures, i'll update! :D now back to my D.Gray-Man episode 87! <3

replys to tags:

@bozong: lawl@you. nothing to say to you. crazy one neh.
@ed: you buy me a proper camera then the picture will be clearer alr lor. =_= some photos also not i take de =_=
@lydia: i also bored pls.
@jasmine: of course you don't see that you're trans la. ._." it's yourself what.

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FIRST DAY OF CHALET! :D
it was REALLY good. the response kind of overwhelmed me :') i didn't expect so many people to turn up! (well, at least for the barbecue part) more than 20 people came for it, so i guess we should have gotten more than half of the chalet fee. :)
those who stayed over, (qihuang, vivian, enxin, meiting, jiamin, juma'ah, iffah, brenda, me and lingling!) planned to watch the sunrise but we all decided to GO TO SLEEP! and we missed the sunrise. :D *grins*
[pictures to be added]

SECOND DAY OF CHALET! xD
tutik, tutik's sister, khairul, syafiqah and syafiq M came over again :} but we all headed out to Escape! charles joined us at escape too. (weihao went home to get clothes ._.) i didn't sit most of the rides there, except for the last two and the viking erm, rocked. :x and i took many random shots with lingling's camera. :}
then it rained. ._. (why does it starts raining when we want to play and it stops when we're all done?) so we headed to burger king and then went back to the chalet to rot. :(
lingling, meiting and enxin left at around 5 plus. then juma'ah, jiamin and i decided to hibernate in the room! :x while the others were cooking our dinner... we just slept :D heh.
as per usual, the charcoal has to be thrown away.. but weihao and vivian decided to bring it up and do something with it. which we actually did! we came out at 2am (wtf someone kicked our charcoal) and started roasting marshmellows :x and made a lot of mess.
then we went to sleep. :)
{pictures to be added]

THIRD DAY OF CHALET D:
nothing much really happened. except that we checked out and then... later i joined vivian, qihuang, weihao and ezekiel at their church youth camp. oh gosh, ._. i wish i could say it out here... but i wont. :D must say in person then got more impact.

OKAY! I'LL ADD THE PICTURES LATER! TTFN. D.GRAY-MAN!

everyday i patiently wait, feeling like a fool but i do anyway.

our 'stem cells and engineering' aem course ended last friday! and the handsome guy in that blue top was our lecturer from republic poly :D he's got a pretty cool name. mr scottz lip. :O
although it was kind of irritating to be going back to school for nine hours, it was quite enjoyable... and i can't say i didn't learn anything. i shall admit that for the first time ever, i paid almost total attention in class!

after the whole course ended... SO SAD PLEASE i headed home to wash up and stuff like that before heading down to hsh/bsh's bbq. :) made edward wait because he messed up my nails :x tried to make him angry but to no avail, but still apologised because i blew up at him on the bus. (there was this stupid woman sitting in front of me in the bus who partially turned around to see who i was talking to. i pointed my middle finger at her. i saw bryant on the bus too!)
didnt really socialise much with the people at the bbq because i knew no one except xinyi, jason, ming and edward. ._." so never mind. edward and i just talked to each other =_=" talk until got nothing to say alr, haha.

nice sand.

we rotted until about 3 plus, where the whole barbecue ended D: then most of them went home, which left us with xinyi, jason and edward. xinyi and jason decided to head off to shower because they played with ice, then edward and i rotted at mac's, waiting for them.
turned out they walked all the way to dont-know-where because all the toilets were like full or something? then they left for their friend's house to rot somemore. =_= so edward and i stayed to see the sunrise BUT THERE WAS NO SUNRISE because there were clouds BLOCKING THE SUNRISE so there was no sunrise AT ALL.

there were clouds to look at anyway. made a lot of noise on the breakwater because i hate happy couples and i wanted to break their bubble of romance. heh.

and then we kissed,

i went to do this personality quiz. quite true in some parts...

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

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& i went to do this, :D

What others see from your style
You're imaginative and sometimes unpredictable. You like entertainment, having fun, and independence. You are outspoken, but you probably speak strongly about issues close to your heart.

What your nightclothes reveal
You're in need of love. You want to be taken care of and panic easily. You have a strong wish for security in your life.

What others see from your ties
You enjoy being alone. You like to life the simple but good life, and you cherish your freedom. You are thoughtful, confident and uninterested in glamour.

What others see from your belts
You are a frank, assertive and sometimes flamboyant person. You are friendly and want to be accepted by everybody. You like to have fun, to be free, and to live a comfortable lifestyle.

What others see from your shoes
You are a person who loves simplicity and is sincere and open. You are pleasant to be with, easygoing and always in a good mood. You neither want to control nor be under someone else's control. You don't care much about how you look, and know that it's what's inside someone's heart that's important.

What others see from your earrings
You are probably an independent and strong-willed person. Fairness is important to you, and you always stand up for what you believe in. You are friendly and get along well with people.

The last analysis
You are probably a clever and adventurous person. You love to learn new things, and enjoy socializing with friends. Although you enjoy your freedom, you cherish peacefulness and like to spend time alone with your thoughts.

reach for the stars

for the first time, i don't feel a sense of grief when i found out that my phone died on me in public. i used to panic and scream, because without any type of contact to me, i'd have nothing to do, no one to hang out with.
but now... i'm still so calm. like it's nothing to me. i guess it's all back then; coming back to realise that i'm just one speck of dust on the face of this earth. ._.
so bye world, don't try to contact me. not at least until i get my phone back. i'm gonna bring it for servicing tomorrow.