Sunday, June 8, 2008

everyday i patiently wait, feeling like a fool but i do anyway.



our 'stem cells and engineering' aem course ended last friday! and the handsome guy in that blue top was our lecturer from republic poly :D he's got a pretty cool name. mr scottz lip. :O
although it was kind of irritating to be going back to school for nine hours, it was quite enjoyable... and i can't say i didn't learn anything. i shall admit that for the first time ever, i paid almost total attention in class!

after the whole course ended... SO SAD PLEASE i headed home to wash up and stuff like that before heading down to hsh/bsh's bbq. :) made edward wait because he messed up my nails :x tried to make him angry but to no avail, but still apologised because i blew up at him on the bus. (there was this stupid woman sitting in front of me in the bus who partially turned around to see who i was talking to. i pointed my middle finger at her. i saw bryant on the bus too!)
didnt really socialise much with the people at the bbq because i knew no one except xinyi, jason, ming and edward. ._." so never mind. edward and i just talked to each other =_=" talk until got nothing to say alr, haha.

nice sand.

we rotted until about 3 plus, where the whole barbecue ended D: then most of them went home, which left us with xinyi, jason and edward. xinyi and jason decided to head off to shower because they played with ice, then edward and i rotted at mac's, waiting for them.
turned out they walked all the way to dont-know-where because all the toilets were like full or something? then they left for their friend's house to rot somemore. =_= so edward and i stayed to see the sunrise BUT THERE WAS NO SUNRISE because there were clouds BLOCKING THE SUNRISE so there was no sunrise AT ALL.

there were clouds to look at anyway. made a lot of noise on the breakwater because i hate happy couples and i wanted to break their bubble of romance. heh.






Saturday, June 7, 2008

and then we kissed,

i went to do this personality quiz. quite true in some parts...

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

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& i went to do this, :D

What others see from your style
You're imaginative and sometimes unpredictable. You like entertainment, having fun, and independence. You are outspoken, but you probably speak strongly about issues close to your heart.

What your nightclothes reveal
You're in need of love. You want to be taken care of and panic easily. You have a strong wish for security in your life.

What others see from your ties
You enjoy being alone. You like to life the simple but good life, and you cherish your freedom. You are thoughtful, confident and uninterested in glamour.

What others see from your belts
You are a frank, assertive and sometimes flamboyant person. You are friendly and want to be accepted by everybody. You like to have fun, to be free, and to live a comfortable lifestyle.

What others see from your shoes
You are a person who loves simplicity and is sincere and open. You are pleasant to be with, easygoing and always in a good mood. You neither want to control nor be under someone else's control. You don't care much about how you look, and know that it's what's inside someone's heart that's important.

What others see from your earrings
You are probably an independent and strong-willed person. Fairness is important to you, and you always stand up for what you believe in. You are friendly and get along well with people.

The last analysis
You are probably a clever and adventurous person. You love to learn new things, and enjoy socializing with friends. Although you enjoy your freedom, you cherish peacefulness and like to spend time alone with your thoughts.

Thursday, June 5, 2008

reach for the stars



for the first time, i don't feel a sense of grief when i found out that my phone died on me in public. i used to panic and scream, because without any type of contact to me, i'd have nothing to do, no one to hang out with.
but now... i'm still so calm. like it's nothing to me. i guess it's all back then; coming back to realise that i'm just one speck of dust on the face of this earth. ._.
so bye world, don't try to contact me. not at least until i get my phone back. i'm gonna bring it for servicing tomorrow.

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

where do you go when you have gone too far?

i re-did my main picture. isn't this just totally awesome? there's no meaning to the sentence up at the corner. ._. the picture was just too plain so i had to do something about it. don't you agree?




AND I AM A HAPPY GIRL! I FINALLY GOT MY HAIR SCORPION-IFIED :D
i so totally love you, rossalina. :D must put full name so that they know my personal hair braider. :D



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{/EDIT}

was browsing through some blogs and passed through this,
my blog in vulgarities.
lawl. check it out. don't know why so fascinating to me too.

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was talking to qihuang just now. read on.

❥нuаиgღ says (10:09 PM):
what to buy for bbq
❥нuаиgღ says says (10:09 PM):
!
☠;seren/eth♥ says (10:10 PM):
you dont so scary eh.
☠;seren/eth♥ says (10:10 PM):
how i know. ._. i only went to 2 bbqs.
❥нuаиgღ says says (10:10 PM):
.
☠;seren/eth♥ says (10:10 PM):
i know need chicken wing, MARSHMELLOW and charcoal
☠;seren/eth♥ says (10:10 PM):
and the sticks
☠;seren/eth♥ says (10:10 PM):
and the metal thing
☠;seren/eth♥ says (10:10 PM):
thats all
☠;seren/eth♥ says (10:10 PM):
and the thing to kiap the food
☠;seren/eth♥ says (10:10 PM):
plates
☠;seren/eth♥ says (10:10 PM):
forks
☠;seren/eth♥ says (10:10 PM):
serviettes
☠;seren/eth♥ says (10:10 PM):
=_=
❥нuаиgღ says says (10:10 PM):
the 'kiap' is called thongs
❥нuаиgღ says says (10:10 PM):
-_-
❥нuаиgღ says says (10:10 PM):
tongs
❥нuаиgღ says says (10:10 PM):
***
☠;seren/eth♥ says (10:10 PM):
THONGS
❥нuаиgღ says says (10:10 PM):
thongs omfg
❥нuаиgღ says says (10:11 PM):
LOL
☠;seren/eth♥ says (10:11 PM):
OH GOD

no sir, no i don't wanna be the blame, not anymore.

played on the lines of danger,

& played past it many times.

but what happens, and where do you go, when you have gone too far?

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i know i shouldn't have went back to the esplanade, to sit there and reminisce about the events of last year. but i guess, that's the only place where i can find comfort in, even if it meant i was played.
i have said this before, and i will say it again.

i need no pity - don't bother to try to help me by solving things your way, because i will hate you for trying to do so. let me do things MY way, let me settle it in the way i am most comfortable in. don't assume that by making me happy i WILL be happy, because i will not. even if i have to fail badly in whatever i'm trying to accomplish, then let it be! only then will i be able to learn from whatever bull that i have met along the way. because i hate it when other people start gossiping on the wrong facts, making me sound like the idiot.

i don't need anybody's help. and if i do, i will ask. otherwise, let me solve my own problems. i don't need anybody's sympathy.

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