i can't live if living is without you.

It's okay if nothing's left,
It's okay if things get high and dry,
I just want you to know,
And this you must hear,
That I mean it when I say,
I love you.

i've been waiting here by the phone.

I can don't see him for 2 days.
I can't don't see him for more than 1 week.

I can don't talk to him for 20 minutes.
I can't don't talk to him for more than a day.

I can don't sms him for 2 hours.
I can't don't sms him for more than 4 hours.

I can don't think about him for a second.
I can't don't think about him for more than 30 seconds.

I... I can't be without him.
It's still... very far away from the 24th. ...

Darling please call me :(
Even jeff tried =x
Please :(

when you call, my heart stops beating. when you're gone, it won't stop bleeding.

._.
i realised how nolife my holidays are. there's not a single bit about me going out to have fun. isn't that such a wonderful, fruitful holiday? of going to school and nolife-ing on the comp because i'm too tired to go out after studying? *shrugs*

i am such a nolifer~ i have to be proud of it. ._.


*runs into a corner and crys*


haha okay, not so melodramatic =x but seriously.
T_______________T "nolifers pwnxzxz"


crappyshit :(

will you be watching the same sunset as me? :(

darling will be flying off at 12 tonight. :(
i am missing you so much already! >.<
come back quick though you already told me 24th march :( :( :(



somehow this reminds me of 'sky of love'. review here.
"I want to be the sky so I can see you wherever you are." -Hiro

also, darling told me to smile for him before he left.

T______________________T

p/s: he just told me he forgot his winter clothes. - - .. sobs.

SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. *crys*

heavenly days

:(
darling is going to china for more than a week! the thought of not being able to see him for like oh so long is probably going to kill me :( 2 days already so sad, i can't think of what, 7 or more days? omg :( :( :(
i'm gonna miss my darling like mad luhs.. T_______________T

T______________________________________________________T!
._. i love you.