I LOVE YOU LAH.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOR :D
i hope you enjoy your 17th birthday! ♥♥♥

what i thought was a dream, a mirage, was as real as it seemed; a privilege.

hellohello{:

today roza met jeffrey.

the end.






no i'm joking. xD we decided to go shopping together (like omg!) but it wasn't like shopping so yeah. just walked around and being stupid, and me eating loadsza junk food {: so cool manszxz.

TODAY, i am worth:
black cardigan: $10
black tank top: $8
black skinny: $25
black slippers: $10
black ear stuff: $3
studded belt: $15
= $71

this means that. i dressed for comfort today. {:
(don't bother jeffrey, i don't know what the F he's doing, playing with my purse. xD)
nothing much happened today, except for a cute guy dressed in emo-skin sat beside me on the bus. heehee. then we looked so cool on the bus luh, two random strangers decked in total black together :D omg, so loved please! hee.

see you all soon. {: i will take more photos.. so keep er, your eyes, er, peeled. =.=

did i lose my life to someone better?

If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?

alone with fwb, pretending that we have a secret affair which we are hiding from the world, and we'll make a blood oath & swear to God that we will never fall apart.

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first, andrea told me i was not to ddr.
then, she asked me to ddr with her.
so it's not my fault that i'm ddring. :)



yep, my wound has recovered quite well, thankyou. but er, it got sore.. and hurted like !!! still, i AAA-ed 3 songs. but very low AAAs because i also don't know why. don't blame my feet, blame me. :(

i have a 4 great curse =.=" last time it was 3 greats. see, i am deproving.
i have AAA for:
6 basics,
1 difficult,
1 challenge.
i am such a lousy DDRer.

{ dynamite rave `air special` :(


{ afronova \:


{ raspberry♥heart ^^"


today was such a sad day. i didn't get to see my darling fwb and then my feet is hurting more than yesterday, and then i was so-not-in-my-mind mood. :(

NO I AM NOT EMO-ing SO SHUT UP!

Did I lose my life to someone better?
And that she'll love you like I do, I do,
I know I really, really do.
Well hey, so much I need to say,
Been lonely since the day,
The day you went away.

The day you went away
-M2M

i don't know what to say~ i have wasted 1 day of my precious life. :( well at least i managed to catch the power rangers 'live' at lot 1 :D go go power rangers i like the pink ranger~ why don't they have purple ranger :( mans.



yeh, the emcee is dumb.

andrea, lydia and i went to play with shoes and er, andrea asked me to buy heels? i don't know, maybe i will go buy it. i find it cute :) but then i'll need to buy a new bagggggg :( because. i need one anyway. :)
i'll see how first. it's time from me to stop being such an immature asshole now, because happiness is something you must fight for, and not something anybody would grant you with. i do not want to grant anybody anymore happiness at the expense of my grief. HEH.
i want to watch 27 dresses! yes, with drea, and with jeffrey! :D lol.


{ YUMMIEH.

switch <3

tagged by : jasmine


1. do the following WIHTOUT complains .
2. choose 5 people to do this after completing yours .
3. leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged .


Favourites :
colour : black, purple, white.
food : cheese cake .
song : kakegae no nai uta by mihimaru gt. {:
movie : deathnote :D

Have YOU Ever :
Dated your best friend : yea, so fun ;D
Broken the law : yea ;o
Been arrested : almost :D
Skinny-Dipped : no, eew!
Been on tv : i think so. lol.
kissed someone you don't know : been dared to kiss on the cheek luh. lol.

5 things you are wearing :
tank top, shorts, anklets, idk-what, idk-what.

4 things youve done tday :
see jeffrey, disturb jeffrey, crap with jeffrey&david, hugged jeffrey.

3 things you can hear right now :
fan, my nails, keyboard.

1 thing you do when you are bored :
find drea to ddr.

5 winners who win :
jeffrey
lydia
fangs
you
you



AHHH FED UP AHHHHH. you go type it out yourself ;D there's an internet browser that allows you to high light even with the anti-high ligh code ;DD heh. and also right click.. so slowly figure..

i'll be wearing these scars for everyone to see.

=)
caught a movie with drea,lydia,adam&marcus. watched stardust. no offense.. but the ending is kinda unsatisfactory. and the storyline is kinda lame. but the star is pretty {: so chio lol.
oh yeah, i almost AA-ed exotic ethnic heavy! 946, xxx! omg. :( but while i was exotic-ethnic-ing, i hit the nail and it pulled my blister x'( when my feet heals i will go back to AA exotic ethnic =) and i will try to ddr with shoes, though it's gonna be hard x.o
somehow i think i'm getting the hang of ddr; getting the right beats and not missing so many notes :) my feet hurts, so i think i'll go sleep soon. ;o so tiring.

p/s: imy fwb :(
p/p/s: i think i am going to die soon.
p/p/p/s: i miss that cute guy from justinian's church. lol. wtf!
p/p/p/p/s: i want to walk in the rain like NOW.
p/p/p/p/p/s: i want to ddr :(


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to all the people who asked me to help jeffrey change back,
who asked me to get together with him.
let me tell you all one thing.

it is impossible.

i have nothing else more to say. for i know it will end up in misery. yes, i still like him but the inevitable is happening & i don't want to be a part of it. & it's true that i'm probably the only female that can help him, -.- but i'm tired. he won't want anything else more, and i'm washing my hands off his problems now. i don't want to like him anymore.. i think my heart is broken or something like that because it feels the same as it felt on 9th may 2007. same same, so pain, so heavy, so antagonising..

yes, it's impossible so shut the hell up already.