Saturday, September 13, 2008

i've built a wall not to block anyone out... but to see who loves me enough to climb over it.

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just venting my anger


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sorry vivian, put your aeroplane today. i will make it up to you one day. i promise.


i sent vivian an aeroplane because i really needed to see the pannier and guess what? *drumrolls* it's $7x! *creepy sound effect coming on* i will get it, but i have to convince qutub & brenda not to get me into their $100 plan because T^T i really want it, me-h.

so i went to far east with andrea and lydia. andrea said she looked trashy (lol i think so too) so we saved her with some cotton on cardigan and flip flops. the receipt was super long haha and super cool, so i took it. :x then we went down and saw my pannier. \(=T^T=)/

after that we went down to plaza singapura so collect something but it wasn't there! so we went to flash&splash to look at my skirt but andrea and i got distracted by caps! omfg and lydia bought that cap for me as my birthday present. LOVE YOU LYDIEEEEEE! and i lent it to andrea for today because she was so noisy

then lydia went home, and andrea and i went to bugis because andrea wanted to get a dont-know-what-shirt-for-some-dont-know-what-reason. but it wasn't there! she was so sad. and before we went home, we went to diva and got this "best friends" locket! she took "friends" so i got "best". *shrugs* because we'll prolly be getting a "best friends forever" with lydia haha. (though i should get it with hannah and valery ._.)

oh lols. how many necklaces did i have today...
1 long guitar necklace... 1 cross necklace... another cross necklace andrea lent me... and the "best friends" locket... :D omfg. hahaha.

and... some shit happened and now i'm so fucken hungry because i've got no dinner. ~~ tralala, i SO love myself.







p/s: went to make my i.c. on friday! still have to wait until 20th october to get it. grr this counter person, nur fahzilla saved my life! hoho! she saved my passport photo and omfg, my i.c. picture is gonna be so awesome! special thanks to randy baa baa. love you two so much!

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ANDREA&LYDIA,
thanks for being my unbiological sisters!


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[edit]
went bloghopping for a while and then compared it to darling's and my blog. read it somewhere in Cecelia Ahern's `If You Could See Me Now`, something like "when we try to simplify things, sometimes we just complicate it further."
yes i'm very happy to be with darling but... i don't know! i'm not expecting it, but... what you write on your blog... you seem very unsatisfied and shit.. I DONT FUCKING KNOW!

anyway! some very long-time-ago little brother from maple just talked to me, telling me he's super happy that he's a christian! so love him la. he's so sweet. he still remembers me, calls me jie -.-" and so happy that he's happy he's a christian! L-O-V-E-D. ^_^

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

close your eyes, and dream.

hello world. welcome back to school and to the start of term 4. (please clap) this signals the end of all the fun and the start of all the mugging, so if you haven't bought a mug yet, please do so because we will all be mugging soon. more than words sells pretty nice mugs so do take a look if you've got time.

alright! what was that, i don't know but... yup why am i spending time to blog now? *shrugs* instead of studying for my maths test tomorrow, i can't believe i spent 2 hours (again) to do mulberry painting! the last time i did cross stitching of the virgo star sign... now it's a painting of the african elephant in the sunset... :x i'll take a picture and upload it soon. :x

can't say today was a bad day... since we played taiti in chinese class today! and this time we didn't have to draw out fake cheapo poker cards because i brought mine! (omgz) and the relief teacher is super funky luh. instead of making us do the homework he taught us how to play the indian poker! LOL, he's super cute i tell you.

it goes like, everyone takes a card but don't look! and sticks it on your forehead. then the other people will have to try and convince you to put down your card because the person with the smallest card at the end of the game (2 diamonds) lose and will have to do something stupid. and yup, if the person does so, you can take his/her card. alternatively you can just put down your card and take a new one from the pile.

don't know why it's entertaining but yeah, play it in a big group and you'll know why. ha ha ha. rather fruitful day today i guess! except that darling didn't reply my message and i am so :( now! :( :( :( sad face spam.

never mind \: i shall go continue my paint. tralala. :( :( :(

Friday, September 5, 2008

what about now? what about today?

tralala.

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reason for lack of updates:
1. lazy
2. find no need to
3. busy
4. too much to be completed in one day
5. who cares

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i can't believe i'm almost sick. *frowns* i just screamed the wrong way and now my throat's hurting like fuck. now i'm feeling all feverish and weak and all the funny things x_x let's just hope i'll make it through the day without anything bad happening... like last year..

oh wells. nice update huh. nothing much happening already. \: going back to my plain old life with me blending in with the multitudes and whatever else. ttfn.

Saturday, August 30, 2008

Shoot for the moon! If you miss you will still be among the stars.

credits to: sooper deviant

*yawn* here we go again. ~~


Your Own MIRACLE - Ruby Tuesday [DJMAX PORTABLE 2 Opening Theme]
Lyrics & Vocal by Christine Jones

Close your eyes.. Take some time just to center your soul and be at one..
With the sky.. You can fly if you unfurl your wings to face the sun..
In your mind, You will find all the power you need to get things done..
And your dreams.. They can seem like mere shadows of brighter days to come...

Shoot for the moon!!
If you miss you will still be among the stars..
Don't ever stop!!
If you never give up you are guaranteed to go far..

Be your very own miracle..
You can win a race standing still.. Go on! (Go on!)
Pick those beautiful feel up from off the floor rise and soar..
Be your very own miracle..
Just believe you can, and you will.. Have faith! (Have faith!)
Every goal that you make is a chain you break to set your spirit free!

Every page you have turned in this book of your life has led you here..
Every step that you take you grow closer to conquering your fear..

Dreams can come true!!
but they depend on you and how strong you are..
Don't ever stop!!
If you never give up you are guaranteed to go far..

Be your very own miracle..
You can win a race standing still.. Go on! (Go on!)
Pick those beautiful feel up from off the floor rise and soar..
Be your very own miracle..
Just believe you can, and you will.. Have faith! (Have faith!)
Every goal that you make is a chain you break to set your spirit free!



i've been onto the opening song for djmax portable 2 lately. i don't know why but i just love it. :) the week is finally over and the dreaded annual competition draws closer. oh well, this is the last one i'm gonna have so i might as well enjoy it ^____^

can't say that the past week has been rather fruitful... but time was pretty well-spent. and sul said ced's birthday is coming up. :o and... :D okay stuff's gonna happen, hopefully i'll be able to get photos from tomorrow to update my blog soon :D

njrc presentation of 2008 was very well done; good job team! sorry for being a horrible leader, but you must understand that i only work at my best under pressure, :x it's true! <3 now on, we just have to work hard on our robot and booth! and then we can chiong for our EOYs and... start on the Os. woots. lovely schedule. can see so far ahead. yay.

nothing much to talk about this week. and you can probably ignore my previous snap. gingersnap cookies, mm. so happy that somebody's into my flmp girl tee and some random heart-with-wings-print tee. earning monieh (at least for now) and... yay. into something else now. if you see someone dressed really different from the world, that could be me. :) but not in the meantime. i'm waiting for my lovely shoes. lovely lovely.

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52 confessions :D

1. The phone rings, who do you want it to be?
{ pleasedon'tring,pleasedon'tring,pleasedon'tring... usually no one. :)

2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
{ tuh-duh!i have a mini cart at home on display already. :x

3. If you had to kiss again the last person you kissed, would you?
{ Y-U-P.

4. Do you take compliments well?
{ of course, definitely!

5. Do you play Sudoku?
{ er yes.

6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness would you survive?
{ um. it it's like the show 'lost', i'll prolly be the first few to die. :(

7. If your house were on fire, what would be the things you would save?
{ handphone, psp, ez-link card and IC.

8. Who was the last person you slept in the bed with?
{ darling.

9. Who do you text the most?
{ er.. darling and lydia.

10. Favorite children's book?
{ little mermaid.

11. Eye color?
{ brownish-black.

12. How tall are you?
{ 5 feet tall

13. If you could do it over again,start from scratch, would you?
{ no.

14. Any secret admirers?
{ yes :D darling lor.

15. When was the last time you were at Olive Garden?
{ huh what -

16. Favorite place..?
{ in darling's room.

17. Where was the farthest place you've been?
{ la la land. :D

18. Do you like mustard?
{ um no.

19. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
{ sleep!

21. Do you miss anyone?
{ YES.

22. Can you do split?
{ no. -.-v

23. What movie do you want to see?
{ wall-e! (for now)

24.What did you do for New Year's Eve?
{ stone with darling and some other people.

25.Do you think The Grudge was crappy?
{ um yes.

26. Favourite movie?
{ 10 promises to my dog!

27. Was your mom a cheerleader?
{ HAHAHAHA no.

28. What's the last letter of your middle name?
{ E. (trouble)

29. Favourite action?
{ walking.

30. How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
{ around 3-4. :D

31. Favourite word?
{ AWESOME.

32. Favourite day of the week?
{ thursday, the slackest day ever.

33. Current activity?
{ typing and singing. :x

34. Person on your mind?
{ darling :x

35. What do you wear to sleep?
{ normal clothes lor..

36. Colour of your shirt now?
{ black!

37. Is your hair straight or curly?
{ straight, like baby hair.

38. Colour of your handphone?
{ black.

39. Last thing you bought?
{ something for darling. cannot say now because haven't give yet. haha.

40. Do you like funny or serious people better?
{ neither. D:

41. Current pencilbox brand?
{ nici -.-

42. What is on your mind right now?
{ psp song. :D

43. Any plans 4 tonight?
{ yes. baking :x

44.Whats your fav. song at the moment?
{ Ruby Tuesday's Your Own Miracle

45. Do you hate chocolate?
{ okay-okay. :x i prefer oreo!

46. What do you and your parents fight about the most?
{ rights.

47. Are you a gullible person?
{ to some extent lor.

48. Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy?
{ no ah, but when the time comes, you'll be happier :D

49. If you could have any job what would it be?
{ graphologist/psychologist. both also can.

50. Are you easy to get along with?
{ to some extent.. usually no with strangers :D

51. What is your favorite time of day?
{ when everyone is high! :x

52. Are you generally a happy person?
{ okay-okay la. :D

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

big FUCK.

fuck this fucking computer. fuck it upside down. it was working perfectly fine on monday and i could fucking plug in my phone. now this fucking computer does not fucking recognise it. guess what?- i've been bloody fucking plugging it in the past half hour. fuck this fucking computer.
best part yet. i go off to my fucking room to do a fucking word search puzzle so that my fucking phone can get fucking connected to the computer and this fucking bastard tell me "switch off the computer if you're not using it" when the fucking monitor obviously shows LOADING. then when i go to use the fucking computer that fucking bastard go switch off the fucking light at the computer. i know my eyes are too fucking good so it can probably continue on staring at some fucking screen and it won't spoil. still not enough, he continues to fucking annoy me by making me go around the fucking house turning off every single bloody switched on lights that aren't in fucking use. you have a pair of bloody legs go fucking switch it off yourself! oh my fucking gee why is it always me?
awesomest part ever. i sit down to play the fucking psp game for 10 minutes and then somebody else fucking comes over and tells me to stop being so fucking "addicted" to it when i've only played it today for 10 minutes? i just got so fucking bored/pissed/angry/etc to continue my work so i decided to fucking relax on a game and look what i fucking got.

ARGH. WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS PLACE I LIVE IN. PISS ME OFF EVERY FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING SECOND. I CAN'T EVEN SLEEP IN PEACE WITHOUT ANYONE TRYING TO MAKE ME SWITCH OFF THE FUCKING LIGHT OR WHATEVER ELSE IN THE FUCKING P-L-A-C-E!

F U C K .