Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me;.

I never told you that I liked the way your hair smelled,
Or that your eyes always sparked.

I never told you that you always cheered me up,
Or that you made me feel pretty and smart.

I never told you I wanted to kiss you,
That I wanted to hold you close.

I never told you that all those times I said mean things I didn't mean them,
Even when they said you liked me, secretly I wished it were true.

I never told you that I always waited for you,
That I continued waiting even when we behave like each didn't existed.

I never told you that you meant so muct to me,
That I hate you for going away, only to come back when I'm done.

All this time, there was one thing that I nearly missed out,
That I never told you that I truly appreciate everything that you've done,
And I love you for that; Forever, and For eternity.

This is our fate, I'm yours.

Today has been a rather crappy day overall. Though I met up with Darling, it was quite short amount of time.. And plus the fact that I promised my mom to have dinner at home, so... I had to leave him first \: .. And if I defied my mother, he wouldn't have missed his bus stop and be stranded on a freaking highway now... It is so totally my fault... Also that I kinda borrowed some money from him... If I didn't he would have enough money in his wallet ~__~ I feel so .... ...

I don't know why, the past week (and also currently) flew by in a blink of an eye, and I don't remember almost everything. It's like Hey, what did I do this week? Hmm, today's Sunday?? OMG?! *remembers remembers* The week is... is already gone? that kind of thing... \: I guess it's time I penned down all my bottled emotions. And because of that song, I decided on my autobiography. Fear not, it will not be boring. My personal editor is Darling :) And... I'll be starting the 1st part of my autobiography later.

Devastation tore through her like a rogue missile, numbing it to reality.

You look so beautiful today; when you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away.

Hey :) I know my blog has been so-so dead. xD That's because I've been to busy studying, going out and gaming at the same time ^__^v And also been quite lazy to finish decorating all the pictures ~_~ Especially the quarter-2e4o7 outing *__* But I'm doing, T__T sigh!

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Damn... The photos aren't uploading! :( :( :( The server's down tonight I guess T__T Just when I was in the mood to do this... *stomps off, cursing*

self professed; profound;.

"So what do you plan on doing now?" The voices echoed in my head.

I shrugged. "I'll just play by ear, I guess. There isn't much I can do, can I?" I mumbled. For a moment, I stopped dead in my tracks. Indeed, they could be harsh at times but they keep me awake. Back then, juggling many things was my forte... However the tables have turned and I am struggling.

"You can forget about keeping your other persona." A gentle yet unfeeling voice purred.

My other persona..? I sighed. It was evident that I could only handle two lives, and no more than that. I refused to believe it, for a year now, and the consequence of rebelling is huge.

"Don't bite off more than you can chew." Another voice hissed.

How many times have I heard this warning? A leopard never changes its spots... "This is bad," I muttered. "This nauseous feeling that keeps coming back..."

It made me sick, made me tired... The rogue missile of devastation that keeps coming back at me, a heat sensor attached to it... Or rather, a hell havoc wrecker after me.

"Fight it, you know you can. Just remember your limits..." A single, steady voice slowly ebbed out of my head. "And yes, you have to remember to stop talking to yourself in public."

last year's wishes are this year's apologies.

I don't know if it's overwhelming happiness or just the effects of consuming esctasy.
And if it was a dream I'd love to never wake up.

Sorry I don't know everything you want,
Sorry I can't be everything,
Sorry I thought I could,
And sorry for everything said and done.



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I went to the zoo today with a quarter of 2e4'o7 :D it totally rocked please. Mr Chong was like so tired at the end of the day. =x And the white tigers were really really lovely. ^__^v
I'll post up the pictures later.