i found im scared to know im always on your mind.

watched cloverfield with justin yesterday. stop it brenda, it's not chlorophyll for most people, they'd say it's a movie of no meaning.. well it actually HAS NO MEANING, it's just the first person perspective view of the show that scares the shit out of you. imagine urself being the one facing the weird thingys in the show! ohmy! :D
justin said the ending was pretty haunting. i didnt want to think much about it so i didnt comment anything about it... come to think of it... it kinda IS haunting. "i love you." "i love you too." *and they die* like wtf? and yeah.. leaves you trembling there. like what the fuck la!
it wasnt really that scary... it was the bloody super cold air conditioning that made it worser la. i was shaking so badly =.=" the aircon like free de.. yeah, it seemed like international free airconditioning day yesterday. the aircon was practically freezing me luh. it was cold everywhere i went. MEH.

anyway. :D

you're beautiful, just the way you are. and i love it all, every line and every scar.

Me and you, setting in a honeymoon... If I woke up next to you... If I woke up next to you



i can't believe it. another school week just went by! unbelievable. i think i would give this week a 8.5/10 rating for fun luh! lmao, sorry luh.. not that i enjoy lessons or whatever, it's just that brenda just got lamer and we kinda entertained each other in a much more ludicrous manner than we ever did... haha!
every monday breaks are like for us to crap about the teachers... it's so fun luh, more fun than last year. we exchange textbooks during break and return them after school. we laugh in class like nothing really matters. we also take pictures in class, knowing that our professional photo taking skills will be of use (so the teacher wont see). like this:



lol okay, so random... BRENDA! i know you love it xD social studies is fun... in a way =x the teacher so cute! the way she speaks to enthusiastically :o

MR CHONG'S BIRTHDAY IS ON 26TH JANUARY! HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO YOU! :D e4'o6/o7 ROCKS OUR SMELLY SOCKS PLEASE!!

e4'o6/o7 is loves please!

th.guys ;


th.girls ;


the 3rd year we're celebrating something for him. (teacher's day & his birthday included in the past 2 years) MEITING EXTRA LUH



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double deckered buses are love. :] you know why ;DD









&thbest!


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i'm too sexy for my jacket:D




&iloveyou,

a broken heart's parade

I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free
I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side
Don't want to depend on no-one else
I'd rather rescue myself

you know what?

whatever.

i just want to runaway, away.

okay. i don't think i can see through my social life anymore. because if i did, i wouldn't have the time to sleep. it's not that i cant cope or anything, it's just the part where i need to do revision and sleep. i really want to go out, i really want to do a.maths, i really want to do what other people deem impossible. lmao.
i'm physically and mentally tired, but it's him who keeps me moving =x and i'm trying to keep up too.. i think i'm doing pretty fine now, it's just that i need more rest now than ever. i'm dead beat. i'm exhausted. i'm flopped.

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helpmeeeeeeeee:[

絶対大丈夫だよ!!

hello dear reader.
you have just stumbled upon the blog of a no-lifer. yes indeed, brenda tops me but still, she justs juggles what her parents & the school throws. i juggle what the school and my outside life throws. tell me which is harder, for i do not think that brenda should top me. meh.

monday: lessons end at 1.15 and near competitions i may only be able to leave after 6.
tuesday-thursday: lessons end at 2.25 and i have some structured study time the school organised and it ends at 4.30 and the teacher may drag the time longer so leaving at 4.30 is not consistent.
friday: lessons end at 12.40 but my cca time is 1.30-6pm.
saturday: homework day & maybe go out to tend to my outside life.
sunday: head down to church & will be drifting away with my cg.

yes indeed i do not have tuitions or any other extra stuff but seriously, i'm gonna be a no-lifer until the Os end. but everyone's pushing me to go to a JC... which means i still have 6 more years of being a no-lifer and when i probably hit 21 i'll be too used to being a no-lifer i continue furthur studies and god knows when i'll ever recover. ~.~ i want my life back cans..? damnit!
not only do i have to do all this (which i think i am capable of :] hey i'm being optimistic), i think now my outside life is killing me. if there's anything you need to tell or ask me, i repeat, come and tell or ask me in my face. if you daren't tell or ask me, then don't bother because i do not want you to waste your breath.
i don't know why, feelings didn't seem to exist when it happened. but why does it hurt now, when i know the inevitable is about to happen?

He could push her away, but he doesn't want to hurt her; as a result he ends up hurting himself.

i'm not thinking very far; it's a fact, isn't it? i'll be okay, i promise. don't delude me.. or keep my hopes up so high, only to drop it at the zenith. stop making me speak in rhymes... as i only rhyme in my speech when i emo, be it lightly or heavily.