breaking someone's heart should be a crime.

sorry about things i never said before,
i don't know why you won't close that open door.

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i think i'm in love with saw loser :D `long distance phonecalls` & `you're on your own` so totally pwn pl0x! lucky valentine is cool :D lol. yay! :D so happy today and i don't know why, so i'll just leave it this way... i'd rather be happy for some unknown reason :D

ohmy, i want the saw loser CD :( i know i'm slow =.= i can't help it.. blame it on brenda... i'm exhausted every night, and i'm getting my new bag tmr after school :D i got me 2 new shirts & i'm super happy about it~ now i need to get some shorts~ sigh! girls are such a drag; dressing up is not an option! ~.~ somehow i don't get what's with girls and their "hey she copied me!" thing. because wtf?, who really cares?

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songs you must listen to:
Fall Out Boy - I'm Like a Lawyer With the Way I'm Always Getting You Off (Me and You)
Saw Loser - You're On Your Own
ETC:D



i'm dead beat!
& i love you:D

that's when i love you, when nothing you do could change my mind.

sweetiepie<3sweetiecake
wth

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studying again! woot~ at least now i have something to do. :) i hear from the sec4s they feel the pressure already! YEAH i feel the physical pressure =.=" the books are so effin heavy and my mom isn't letting me get a proper back... i guess i really need to break my back to show her that i really need one! like, ASAP luh. i could get one but i'll only be free on saturday luh! i'll try tmr but i don't wna go alone. enxin's supposed to follow me down to find a proper bag but i have totally no idea if i'm even let out of school before 4 tmr ~.~"

i'm really sorry i'm not able to update much! i really wish i had the time to entertain you guys but sadly, yeah my life isn't a circus and i have to really start studying like now~ before it's too late and i start to regret :o

it's confirmed that my march & september holidays are gone (as per usual since i started secondary school). now half my june holidays are gone (like i care) and hmm, my SPA paper will start in the november-december holidays. ftw! it's gna be a helluva ride now! :D

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@boxian sai: :] too bad i wasn't online then, if not i would've entertained you. xD hope you drop by again soon~

i believe in angels, something good in everything i see.

reply to tags:

@RayZY: Venus wars (rofl at your arse Mix) /RayZY
@lydia: naturally, i rock:D & i love my blog link now:D
@Jeffrey: LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
@bbrendda: you then bangala lah! dont know when you wanna make fun of her... tsk!
@veronica: o_____o;; whaaaaat...?

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hellohello again! ;DD just as predicted, there is homework for the weekend! :( sigh! but it's still okay.. i'm getting in sync with actually doing homework! academic integrity ;D

nothing much happened today, i just went down to church to plan stuff for open sunday. i'm lazy to upload the picture i took today ~.~ haha! i'll take more pictures tomorrow! yeah~ it's sunday tomorrow~~~ <33

if you have a minute, why dont we go somewhere only we know?

:D 2 days of school and i guess i'll be having fun with the stress! my heater is fixed and i dont have to brave the freezing water in the morning anymore! that is good news number 1.
number 2 is that i will be given the chance to stretch my potential to work optimistically under pressure and i will finally be able to pass my chinese with a B, or maybe A... i wish. =.=! hehe.
number 3! hmm, i am getting happier as the days go by; don't ask me why because i don't know the answer myself... maybe he knows ;) yeah! omg.
suddenly i feel so uhm, retarded...


maybe it's because i'm sitting with brenda in class that's why... hmm~~



yeah, just a short update. :) i might not be able to update so frequently anymore because i will be trying my best to follow up to my new year's resolution!! :D

NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION!
1. eat 3 meals a day :]
2. study properly like a proper student and get my normal grades BACK.
3. walk closer to God! :D go QT at least 5 times a week!
4. visit arcade only at most twice a week. YEAH.
5. don't be mean to new friends.

:DDD see, point number two! :D i must study properly like a proper student and get my normal grades back... so yeah... i'll only use the computer if i need to or i want to relax :) but i will be using it on weekends! so fear not! i will update my blog at least once a week :) on weekends and take more pictures :D hehe!

DON'T MISS ME! :D <333

stronger

heyo:DD
HAPPY NEW YEAR!:DD

i shall be merry about this occasion though i dont know what to be merry about! but i shall just pretend to be merry because i dont wanna be a wet blanket:DD hehe! oh yeah, time out rocks my socks.

this year i didnt go with the crowd to the countdown, the fireworks and stuff like that... kinda amazing eh? i guess i just want to settle and slow down... feel whats life like without having to look so pretty all the time. life's not about showing and flaunting yourself but to find yourself and prepare for your life in heaven. yeah ray, i pwn j00 mansxzxzxz. so im starting the new year not with a bang but with a quiet ... quiet celebration :DD haha. i am so impressed with the start now. :)

Jeffrey:
stop whining and being sucha namby pamby lil gay(happy) toot! be sad mans, come on! dont be so unfun =x
Andrea:
school's starting; time to get serious! :D ganbatte!
Justin:
I LOVE YOU MOM :DDD =x
Me:
i love you too :D
Everyone else:
i love you all too but i think im much more loveable so dont fight with me {: be jealous yo~