hey, i'm looking out for my stargirl. :)

& it's a shame shame shame..

i think i'm in love with my blogskin. hmm, actually i AM. hahaha. :D i've got good news people! my swell's kinda like, i think, gone down. WOO~ but it's still there. i'll have to take care of it, so that it won't be so fugglingly big at around 2pm.
actually. yesterday i visited the W/C 10 times. OMG lah.. but girlf's worser. goes to the W/C on the average of 10 times per day. this shows that i'm normal. haha. if i'm lucky, and i always am, i'll be able to go out later. & that means, you guys will have pictures to see though actually my words and the pictures make no difference because you can see a picture in my words^^"~
YESYES, the swell has gone down. if you poke me, i'll scream. yeh.. i'm risking this.. i'm going out into the world filled with bacteria that can rot my wound just to find girlf & ddr okay... t(-.-t) haha.
(my music player's been playing all ddr tracks like since i started this post. i don't know why luh. maybe it's a sign for me to go out? )

LOL I APOLOGISE FOR SUPER LAME PICTURES^^"~~

if you want to be noticed, you gotta learn to break some hearts.

back to the nightmare of eating soft food for a week.. :( i'm reliving the nightmare on 3rd august.. haha. T.T
it's still swollen! omg.. :( haha. but i think i'll be able to heal just as fast, as i did the other time. :) you see, my immune system is like super strong i can't fall sick so my normal healing rate is x2, compared to normal people. because i want to go out to meet girlf tmr, and the swell is really fucking huge & obvious, i'm trying to make my healing rate x4, for girlf's sake.. xD which i hope will work. ^^
i have been coping well with my wound, & my mother bought me munchy's, LOL.

& i've been to the W/C 6 times alre. [8 times, as of 7.30pm today] zz, what, the injection hit some nerve in my brain that triggered me to visit the W/C 6 times today? =.=" i don't drink that much water too.. for like the past 2 weeks. lol.

& PLEASE PEOPLE. LEAVE ME A TAG IF YOU DROP BY. CUZ I DONT LIKE PEOPLE JUST READING OFF MY BLOG AND THEN LEAVING, WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING YAH. MAKES ME FEEL LIKE PUTTING A STOP TO UPLOADING PICTURES.

hanging onto your rope; got me ten feet off the ground.

hey guys.. i'm resting from my surgery:) that's why i'm not in sch today^^ but it freaking hurts... & it's swollen like i've got mumps. eew. the wound's much bigger this time that's why it swelled much more horribly, compared to the previous one. =.=" i hope i can heal by tomorrow morning, so i can go out and ddr with fwb! : D but i doubt that's possible.. :( it's hurting so much please..

i went for my dental appointment on tuesday. i'll show you the range of colours we, people with braces, get to choose. :)

{ c'est magnifique!


{ i had trouble deciding which shade matched more of my clothes.


{ i saw a green which thought girlf might like, & didn't match me. colour not true to image.


{ & thought maybe red might match my black closet.


{ :) somehow i find the colours that melt from pink > purple very fascinating.



i got back all my results. i'm fucking disappointed please. i wanted an A for english and literature, but bloody hell, i didn't. despite all the other oh-so-random-but-passable scores, i'm still disappointed. english and literature are like, my strong points. oh well, forget it. it just shows that it's true.

jack of all trades, master of none.

(the results for the EOYs only.)
english: i don't know the overall score, but i got a C.
maths: 85.5/100 lol
chinese: 42/100 :D
science: 54.5/100 :(
literature: i don't know the actual score, but i got a C.
art: i know A1.. as what enxin said. my art's very good cans.
geog: 60/100 ..

i rmb i scored 49.9/100 for history. fuck that history teacher! don't even wanna round it off. fuck you bitch, i know you use botox.

edit: i heard from enxin that the antelope actually rounded off my marks, and i passed chinese. =.=".. zzz, why help me lols. i really hope my maths mark will pull up my overall maths marks cuz i've been flunking my class tests LOL.

i've got to move on and be who i am.

PARANOiA; ITS CALL

Is there really no way to express my grief?
Without any thoughts of how others'd think.
Too accustomed to the lies i continuously weave,
Things happened too fast; as if in a wink.

Will there be a day where i'll no longer be needed?
Or maybe even forgotten by all.
Have i already be casted & unwanted?
Is anybody out there'll who'll answer my call?

-Tsukiyume
; in the deep pits of the irrevocable, unwavering truths.

s.o.s.

hee. celebrated andrea's birthday ytd! : D we called in to 987fm to announce your birthday okay! : )

oh, yeh, fwb gave lydia and i this oh-so-cute sweet after i unplugged my phone from his comp on saturday. : ) that candy got lydia addicted: D and it's grapes! omg luh!




andrea and i ddred 2 rounds before having lunch. so sad luh, my timing is horrible. i should just stick to freestyle yeh? :) haha. at first andrea ate honeydew. then she caught sight of this western food stall which she said sold very good soup and fish. =.=".. so i went to buy the set meal with her.

{ yah, and it was so tasty luh. :o


{ and the soup looked like what, avocado yoghurt please.


{ i know youre getting hungry alre: )


{ & here's the birthday girl! eating with style.


{ the fish was so tender please. so easy to cut.


{ lol.


{ and we finished it. er, the other stuff are ornaments actually. really!


lol, then we headed back to the arcade. and lydia came. i was planning to kidnap fwb, but apparently andrea had alre abducted me. :o haha, so i had to stick to andrea or there'll be dire consequences. (lol.)
lydia came, with a present. I STILL DONT KNOW WHAT TO GIVE ANDREA PLEASE?

{ spongebob! xD by the stage.


then we ddred, and not long after, we all thirsted for winter melon tea. haha. : )

vivian, enxin,
drinking wintermelon tea doesnt make you short thankyou. my tall friend, andrea, drinks it too. and she's tall please.

{ heres the evidence, pretty.


{ see the difference in height, and we actually drink wintermelon tea.


yah, and i like being short, so you gotta accept it. if you dont like me being short then fuck off? i got nth to say haha.
andrea's sister came around, and lol, poked her head into this picture.



{ wintermelon tea rocks please? i dont care if you think only short people drink it.


{ & our sexy legs, x D


after that, we went back up to ddr. : ) woah, i almost collapsed.. please. haha.
and we went home after like, what, 10 ddr rounds? omg i think more than that please. T.T".. so tiring please.
lydia said she wanted to sit on the lucky bus, aka 302, so she came to my house with me. hee. & had dinner.

{ like it's fried rice.


{ with loves from the teddy bear hanging by a strap of my phone,


people say it's cute. : )